Sunday, November 21, 2010

I just want to be

Why is it that every time I'm around you it just feels right? Why is that I feel like everything is right even though it is all wrong? Wrong timing. Wrong place. I was so head over heels. I still am. What is love anyway? I just want to be happy..

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Love you never

Its been a while since I last saw you....

I still think about you, even though I can't even begin to understand why. I almost hate the fact that I do. You were so perfectly imperfect, in the beginning. But slowly I began to understand, what kind of man that you are and how blind love can be. I'm forever grateful that I have two eyes to see that the mistake of loving you would have lead to another, and another. I am too important to be undervalued and depreciated. I am too intelligent to allow myself to waste with you rather than flourishing with another. Despite the fact that you still manage to enter my thoughts, I could never give you another chance. Love you, never.





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Saturday, July 31, 2010

Ache

I miss you like...
... words leave me..
Speechless; vocabulary useless.
Its like nothing i've ever experienced
Before.. like an ache
That just hangs, engulfs.
My exterior may appear superior
But the ailment is just too deep to see.
I miss you.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Make Me

Make me move.

Inspire me.

Live a little
or I will wipe my hands with you
and trash you
because i don't need you.

Live on cloud 9
but keep it 100
And leave the games
at the playground.

Did you hear what I said?

I need you to make me move
I should need you like addict
Love you like its tragic
Inspire me mother fucker!

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Flawless

Flutterbies
Heart racing
Feet Pacing
Breathe in

Dance
Left-right
"Ouch!"
"Sorry," "it's ok."

Open
"After you."
Smile
"I'll have what he's having."

Crazy meatball
Runaway
Blush to ears
But it's ok

Toast
To Sore Toes
And Red-Stained White

Laugh
Hysterically
Double-over
Even cry

Time moves
"There on the left"
Walk
Front door

Slow to move
Small talk
Lean in close
Suspend time

Goodnight

Monday, February 1, 2010

Don't Even!

So that is supposed to be it?
I say yes
We caress
And everything is fixed?!

What do you want from me?
What do I mean to you?
What do you want me to say,
Expect me to say?

You want your way
And without remarks
When your ass was dead wrong.
Dead wrong.

My name has never been
Synonymous for doormat,
Not damsel in distress,
Not reliant.

You don't know me son!

I'm not the average
If there is such a thing.
You don't discernibly know
What Rashanda means.

So ask around.
Be illuminated
Because I am not that girl.

Screwed

You make me sick
I want to spit!

Can’t stand you!
Blood is boiling
And I’m toiling
Fucking all your shit up
I don’t give a fuck

Sorry ass clown!
Let me calm down
And switch up my frown
Because I will not be brought down.

Not by you
Try again
I’m handling mine
Won’t you join in?

Nothing ass dude
For life you are screwed!

Marred by the fucked up shit you’ve done
It’s a wrap son
Karma has won.

So keep on playing roulette with that pistol
Its just a matter of time..
Click boom.

Friday, January 22, 2010

Hey You!

I like how you acted like a bitch
When I called you on your shit
Get out of the fucking kitchen
if you can't handle it.

Get Mad Nigga!
And I could give a fuck
But I don't!
So go ahead and count the tallies up.

Blow after blow
Ribs hurt
Eyes blue

I almost can't believe
That I once loved you.
This shit is petty,
Now I see your colors true.

For the first time
with un-blind eyes
Here you go again
back to a cat I demise.

Toe to toe
Blow for blow
Is how our future unfolds.
Its old.
The past has the futures story told.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Tool of Incompetence

Your a jerk and you know.
Certified asshole,
Certified deadbeat.
Nigga beat your fucking feet.

Nothing ass nigga
Want me to make you nothing quicker?
A shot like a sniper,
Trust I always deliver.

What the fuck are excuses?
Tools of Incompetence right?
Unfortunately for you
Those tools highlight your life.

Mark ass buster!
And i'm not being comedic.
Cough up that cash bitch
And I don't even need it.

It's the principle!
That's right you nothing ass nigga
Keep fucking with me!