Love by the Water

I have been wanting to write while watching the water for some time now. It is nice to hear the movement of the water, feel the breeze and watch the boats pass by. It is a beautiful day. I have been thinking a lot lately. I think about love, relationships, my relationship and what I want for myself and my family. I want so much. I expect so much. I wonder if I expect too much. Do I expect too much? Is my vision of love realistic? It seems as if I am searching for Mr. Perfect when that person simply does not exist. What if I already gave up on my love, thinking I would find a greater love? It is the oddest thing. I am a hopeless romantic yet I have given up on true romance. How about that? I have traded in the poems and sensitive gestures for displays of male prowess. When did being the good guy become a bad thing? Why are assholes and douche-bags the ideal choice? It is so unfortunate. I have a great guy who truly cares about me, but for some reason it is not enough. Can I be satisfied? I understand that no one is perfect but what does that mean when you are looking for the one? What is the equation for love?

Learn

I am not sorry that I am not made of gelatin. I will not apologize for constantly conquering this thing called life. Deaf to your opinion of what my life should be. Because when I am 93 I will have over a million stories to tell; how I climbed, how I fell. I will tell how I laughed and ate, cried through hate, loved and experienced everything that I wanted to. All with passion free from regret. Do not tell me what you want for me. Want what I want for me. Societal norms can not contain me. When your glass house shatters, and you have nothing left but scant glimpses of happiness, I will be full of breath and joy. Do not regress. Learn how to live.

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I just want to be

Why is it that every time I'm around you it just feels right? Why is that I feel like everything is right even though it is all wrong? Wrong timing. Wrong place. I was so head over heels. I still am. What is love anyway? I just want to be happy..

Love you never

Its been a while since I last saw you....

I still think about you, even though I can't even begin to understand why. I almost hate the fact that I do. You were so perfectly imperfect, in the beginning. But slowly I began to understand, what kind of man that you are and how blind love can be. I'm forever grateful that I have two eyes to see that the mistake of loving you would have lead to another, and another. I am too important to be undervalued and depreciated. I am too intelligent to allow myself to waste with you rather than flourishing with another. Despite the fact that you still manage to enter my thoughts, I could never give you another chance. Love you, never.





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Ache

I miss you like...
... words leave me..
Speechless; vocabulary useless.
Its like nothing i've ever experienced
Before.. like an ache
That just hangs, engulfs.
My exterior may appear superior
But the ailment is just too deep to see.
I miss you.

Make Me

Make me move.

Inspire me.

Live a little
or I will wipe my hands with you
and trash you
because i don't need you.

Live on cloud 9
but keep it 100
And leave the games
at the playground.

Did you hear what I said?

I need you to make me move
I should need you like addict
Love you like its tragic
Inspire me mother fucker!